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Boy! Has it been some time. 

As I hold a snoring A, I look around the living room full of toys and just smile! For once I'm not rushing to clean up after A, folding laundry or vacuuming. I'm just reflecting. 


2015 was full of change, highs, and lows. I added mom to my title. Becoming a mom is a feeling I can't begin to put into words. This little human depends on me. Doesn't matter how many mistakes I make, she still loves me. 

I learned it's okay to ask for help. It's not about becoming the person I once was but become a better healthier verision of myself. Once I gave in and asked for help, a weight was lifted and PPD lost power. 


For 2016 it's not about dropping pounds or trying diet plans. It's about making time for myself! I can't be the best wife, daughter, MOM if I don't take care of myself! 

Wishing everyone a happy and healthy 2016. 



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